Currently listening to Gabe Bondoc. I seriously haven't heard any of his stuff in so long. He's still as good as ever. Little Black Book is such a cute song haha. Anyway, I'm probably gonna regret being up in the morning.. I have a test tomorrow, wednesday.. and probably a vocab quiz thurs and fri. Everyone keeps telling me that the Anatomy test was killer. SO IM DEFINITELY GONNA DIE. but I'll try my best to study -.- ugh. Lately everything seems so crappy. I can't even get myself to do any work. The only part of the day I actually enjoy is voice proj. & that's only on mon. & wed. I love it mostly cuz of brianna and eileen. I just love singing & doing covers with them. We didn't do much today.. cuz I had to look for another guitarist for Cardigan Weather. By the end of the day I ended up with 2 guitarist + my brother. So hopefully all goes well. I can't wait until gigs start coming up. I am so down to do stuff @ the House of Blues. I keep trying to request to do some street performing at Venice or Santa Monica, (& a lot of my classmates wna do it too) but the teacher says it's a little too far. ugh. 
Man, This is still like Hell week 2.0  for me -.- I still have tests and crap to do. IT'S FRKN NONSTOP. I just wanna sleep & relax for a whole week. God be with me.. I really need you. Yesterday I was going crrrazzzzyyyy, I felt like every little thing was frustrating me.. and I couldn't focus or get anything done.. I even tried taking breaths to get it all out.. but it wouldn't go away. It was such a weird feeling.. I felt like everything in me was trying to keep my body running.. but not functioning correctly. I can't explain it.. I was frkn going insane inside. Eventually I couldn't take it anymore & just thought I'd sleep it off. but even that got hard.
One thing I do know fsure tho is that bible reading has been such a *sigh of relief* for me these past couple of weeks. Every night I spend like 15-45 minutes or so (depending how long the chap. is or how much I wanna take in) just reading and studying the bible a little more. & that's basically been my sanity. It feels so good having that understanding of different verses and books in the bible that you never understood before. I'm not saying I understand everything now.. I'm just saying I'm actually READING now.. where I get what I'm reading. Cuz I'm sure ppl read the bible.. and are like "oh okay, I think this is what its saying." & usually you're right.. but to an extent. I'm trying to dig a little deeper.. but a lot of it is still pretty complex for me. Hopefully throughout the years of being a christian.. I'll understand the bible more and more. I've always had this little thought of taking bible school. Seems pretty cool to me. But I don't think I have what it takes to actually do anything in the fields of that. (if that makes sense.) I just want the knowledge of understanding the bible. haha.
abrupt ending. nightz.